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16 hours agoI’m in my 50s, always feel like an alien, and still think I’m 19yo.
don’t let anyone take your inner child away. Don’t let society change this about you.
I’m guessing that wasn’t what you wanted to hear.
it’s ok, the book is already helpful. At this point I have no expectations about society anymore. It’s survival mechanisms what interest me.
wait, you are right. My coworkers are authentic and they get along among themselves, whereas my way of being authentic seems to be the complete opposite. They are authentic being silly, loud and childish, I am authentic reading a book and not yapping.
We are simply incompatible. I mean its sad people believe a workplace is like an elementary school, but, what can I do to change it? Nothing. I’m glad I’m leaving. In future, I’ll look for jobs where I don’t have to endure silly people like this, a work with as less human contact as possible, or at least with no needy patients that demand you listen to their rants and become their therapist for 4 hours per shift. God I hate that.
while true, I’d suggest ‘Life would be so much better if other people’s thoughts were left unsaid and coworkers let me work’
this is a chance to start looking for better fitting jobs.