Sounds like this whole capitalism thing we were sold was a lie. And most countries adopted it or already had that system before the U.S. showed up. Capitalism requires infinite growth, so we artificial insert these boom bust cycles to make the rich richer, and everybody else can eat a dick.
Don’t feel bad that you established boundaries with your father. As for the complicated feelings you’re having, I can definitely empathize, albeit for different reasons.
Do you have a close friend, or therapist you can talk to to help you work through these feelings? Honestly, he may never be ready to give you the relationship you want. And that’s something you may have to work through on your own to come to terms with it.
It’s totally valid for you to feel angry, and hurt by his actions. I wish I had better advice. Everyone deserves a father that’s present in their life. <3