Lmao

Yeah it is I lived close by for such a long time before discovering it beautiful things really are just in front of you eyes

Yeh kinda I think she was not interested but never said it straight like that … Always busy and stuff like that… I was seeing her at work so some chat here and there nothing too deep …

There’s an old abandoned car dealerships close by I go there, if I’m angry I can smash old rusty cars, if I’m sad I can cry in a small super insulated cell in the basement, probably used to paint small stuff, if I want to feel better I can climb the roof, the owner was living in the house over the shop before getting evicted for fraudulence business, now it’s empty and really quiet, from the very top I can scout all the Mountains and lakes in my area, its one of the tallest building around, And the view is Heart warming, I might not have had anyone loving me for 23 years but this place pays for it, thers a busy road nearby and that always makes me realize that all those assholes I spent the day trying to comprehend and tollerate are indistinguishable from ants roaming the world on a timer like everyone else.

Well since I just discovered a close friend In a couple of weeks is already going out with the girl I liked for 2 years …( Yes he knew) and since I have so much time to my disposal while watching an empty residential pool at the young age of 23, I’m planning to feel like shit for the next 6 months :)